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Saturday, May 8, 2010

Are you playing with me????

Hahaha......Did my title make you feel intrested to my post????
So let's start reading....His name is Soo....Sorry, I can't give you too much information about him....
He is in my tuition...Of course we are same age....He study at smsbu.....
Ok the story starts now.....I don't understan him...Sometimes he is rude to me and sometimes friendly with me....
It was before i started dating eric.....I kinda confess to him on February....
Because my mom say i will be changing tuition.....So i took a brave step by confessing to him....
Some people in my tuition know only, not all....Some of our guy friend tell me that he was already taken...
So i went and ask him is it true...he say it is not so i trusted him....
But three days later ,he rejected me because he was not ready....
I wasn't dissapointed because i was chaning tuition anyway....But this incident was the one who shock me....
My mom told me that I WON'T BE CHANGING TUITION!!!!What the hell.....
I was so embarrassed to see him.....But luckily we are still like we used to be.....
Then after kh class(few weeks later), he suddenly wait for me to walk out together(because i was always the last one to walk out )
He told me he might change his mind.....I was so shocked by his statement.....
When we have our recess, we wnt and buy food...iwas the last one but he waited for me....(SHOCKED)But after that, he was so rude to me until friday....
He keep on kicking my leg ,playing my hair, and using his pen drawing on my shirt(he was sitting behing me)....
My heart was like throbbing....I ask him what are you doing???He say nothing and was smiling at me....
I was like has 'he gone out of his mind' ????Then i saw some nice ring on his hands....I told him i like his ring....
Then after kh class, he pull out his ring and put it on my table...So i took and look at it....
After keeping our bags, he ask me to put the rings on his hand....I was like "WHAT'????
But the funny thing is that i obey him....I am out of my mind....Don't i already have eric???
So what is this feeling i have for him....Acks!!!I am confused...Can anyone help me????
Then he waited to walk out with me.....He was playing with me again...When we went out, he say don't play anymore because we are outside now....
Because i lost my phone, we exchange number....then he gave me his email...
So my mom came, we say good bye...My heart was paining...In class, i was like hoping the time would stop...
PLEASE!!!CAN ANYONE HELP ME.......I AM CONFUSED ABOUT MY FEELING.....AND I KNOW IT IS WRONG TO HAVE HIS FEELING.....
That is all..If you have a solution or idea,please tell me...thanks,bye bye...







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