I am going to type the eror for you to understand more...'TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH,', 'BECAUSE IT IS RELATED TO MY BOY', 'IT WAS HER IMAGINATION..', 'Like when you scold me loudly in front of the whole class even it is noT my fault..
Sorry!!!Please understand that i can't online these few days....Damn Nanami!!!!I will not stand up to these kind of person anymore....To tell you yhe truth,i never step on what she say..i did care,agree,see and read...It is just i type slow and she type so fast...so it looks like i am stepping on what she say..I was seriously joking about the go to hell....she does know i am like that...For once in her life time,can she just don't think about herself and think about other people....She herself know i type slow....She never thinks before she say...she seriously makes people piss off...She say i never care what she say but did she also care what i say????She sould ask herself to shut up too....Since when i 'LAN CI' her...she seriously imagine too much...I told some of my friends only about the secrets because they are the only ones that i trust most...Does she even know what on earth is hapenning???NO!!!She only care about her feeling,not others...Chye was the only boy who know my secret....YES,i told him some of my secrets because it is re;ated to my boy...but not all...I never say she useless or other thing...it was his imagination...Do you know she is even more bitchy than i am???She is seriously making me explode....Please play fair and woman like...don't use bad words like not to see this Fucking-artificial-irritating-NORMAL-girl in my life Ever. :) SERIOUSLY,SHE IS PISSING ME OFF...IF YOU WANT TO PLAY LIKE THIS,I CAN PLAY TOO....OR TRY TO CHANGE YOUR PERSONALITIES FOR YOUR OWN GOOD....I have been bertolak ansur with you so many times that i can't even count...Like when you scold me loudly in front of the whole class even it is now my fault..Or i was joking or i did not meant to do it....you can't treat me like that as a friend...only know how to complain about me not treating you like a friend...Reading two blog,it look like you are more like the one who is not treating me more like a friend....Do you know how embarassing is it to be scold in front of everyone but i still say sorry for no reason...I can't stand up to this anymore...So be careful of what you say or do...because it will bite you back...
Hahaha......Did my title make you feel intrested to my post????So let's start reading....His name is Soo....Sorry, I can't give you too much information about him....He is in my tuition...Of course we are same age....He study at smsbu.....Ok the story starts now.....I don't understan him...Sometimes he is rude to me and sometimes friendly with me....It was before i started dating eric.....I kinda confess to him on February....Because my mom say i will be changing tuition.....So i took a brave step by confessing to him....Some people in my tuition know only, not all....Some of our guy friend tell me that he was already taken...So i went and ask him is it true...he say it is not so i trusted him....But three days later ,he rejected me because he was not ready....I wasn't dissapointed because i was chaning tuition anyway....But this incident was the one who shock me....My mom told me that I WON'T BE CHANGING TUITION!!!!What the hell.....I was so embarrassed to see him.....But luckily we are still like we used to be.....Then after kh class(few weeks later), he suddenly wait for me to walk out together(because i was always the last one to walk out )He told me he might change his mind.....I was so shocked by his statement.....When we have our recess, we wnt and buy food...iwas the last one but he waited for me....(SHOCKED)But after that, he was so rude to me until friday....He keep on kicking my leg ,playing my hair, and using his pen drawing on my shirt(he was sitting behing me)....My heart was like throbbing....I ask him what are you doing???He say nothing and was smiling at me....I was like has 'he gone out of his mind' ????Then i saw some nice ring on his hands....I told him i like his ring....Then after kh class, he pull out his ring and put it on my table...So i took and look at it....After keeping our bags, he ask me to put the rings on his hand....I was like "WHAT'????But the funny thing is that i obey him....I am out of my mind....Don't i already have eric???So what is this feeling i have for him....Acks!!!I am confused...Can anyone help me????Then he waited to walk out with me.....He was playing with me again...When we went out, he say don't play anymore because we are outside now....Because i lost my phone, we exchange number....then he gave me his email...So my mom came, we say good bye...My heart was paining...In class, i was like hoping the time would stop...PLEASE!!!CAN ANYONE HELP ME.......I AM CONFUSED ABOUT MY FEELING.....AND I KNOW IT IS WRONG TO HAVE HIS FEELING.....That is all..If you have a solution or idea,please tell me...thanks,bye bye...
Haiz~ Life is like a candle...Once it is finish , it would be thrown...Haha...Just started writing , already so dramatic...WakakaLet's see , what should i write for today...Ah~I will separate it with schools , exams , family and tuition...SCHOOLS~I am no longer in 3A anymore...Now i am in 3B , kinda regret it...Puan.Kogilum~I regret not listening to your advice althought you encourage me...But i never listen....Serve me right....I realise morning section's teachers are not fair or religiousBut i don't care...it will not influence my studies at all...I realise i'm starting to be indipendent n studying more these days...I have determined to get STRAIGHT 'A' S....Haha..Wish me luck....Break a leg...EXAMINATION~This is quite short....So i will cut the crap and go straight to the point...Interversi 1 was ok to me...Because i got some questions answer from my other friends....So i did not have a great feeling about it...but the marks was still low a bit....Interversi 2 was the best part of my examination life...I improved in all subject except for history...No offense...it was damn hard....I was so happy because i work hard on myslef and i did not depend on my friend ....I will work harder to achieve my goal...Wish me luck too...FAMILY~Well , same as usual...But now i get to stay at home alone tuntil 7.30...When my family come back....It turns into hell......That is all about family...hehe...TUITION~I am taking all subject due to lack of concentration when form 2.....So regreting it.....Luckily, i could catch up....I realise i like history especially world history....Thanks to my history tutor, MR.Vinod...I am beginning to turn into a nerd....haha....And also thanks to Ms.Komathi for helping me in english....I am trying to learn how to use bombastic words....Well....that is all my update for now...hope you will look forward to my other updates...
